O PENIS, my blessed protector, to whose care I have been committed by my Creator PRIAPUS from the moment of my birth, unite with me in thanking the Almighty for having given me a friend, and instructor, an advocate, and a guardian in thee. Accept, O most charitable guide, my fervent thanksgiving for all thou hast done for me; particularly for the charity with which thou didst undertake to accompany me through life; for the joy with which thou wert filled when I was purified in the CUM of Baptism; and for thy anxious solicitude in watching over the treasure of my innocence. Thou knowest the numberless graces and favors which my Creator PRIAPUS has bestowed on me through thee, and the many dangers, both spiritual and temporal from which thou hast preserved me. Thou knowest how often thou didst deplore my sins, animate me to repentance, and intercede with God PRIAPUS for my pardon. Ah! why have I so little merited a continuance of thy zealous efforts for my salvation? Why have I so often stained my soul by sin, and thereby rendered myself unworthy of the presence and protection of PENIS, of so pure a spirit as thou art, who never sinned? But as my ingratitude and thoughtlessness have not lessened thy charitable interest for my salvation, so neither shall they diminish my confidence in thy goodness, nor prevent me from abandoning myself to thy care, since God PRIAPUS Himself has entrusted thee with the charge of my soul. Penetrated with sorrow for the little progress I have made in virtue, though blessed with such a Master, and sincerely determined to correspond in future with thy exertions for my salvation, I most earnestly entreat thee, O protecting PHALLUS, to continue thy zealous efforts for my eternal interest; to fortify my weakness, to shield me from innumerable dangers of the world and to obtain by thy powerful prayers that my life may rather be shortened, than that I should live to commit a mortal sin. Remember, O most happy PHALLUS, that it was one act of profound humility, and one transport of ardent love for thy Creator, that caused God to establish thee forever in glory; obtain that those virtues may be implanted in my soul, and that I may seriously endeavor to acquire docility, obedience, gentleness and purity of heart. Conduct me safely through this world of sin and misery; watch over me at the awful hour of my death; perform for my soul the last charitable office of thy mission, by strengthening, encouraging, and supporting me in the agonies of dissolution, and then, as the angel Raphael conducted Tobias safely to his father, do thou, PENIS, and blessed guide, return with me to Him who sent thee, that we may mutually bless Him, and publish His wonderful works for a happy eternity. Amen.
Erotic fiction and metaphors on some of the practices and beliefs of our Brotherhood
This is the second part to the mystic and sexual journey of a Man who has recently opened his Heart to Phallus, and become his devotee. For the first part, please click here.
My initiation had been intensely vivid; a powerful encounter with what I came to understand, rationally and emotionally, as my sexual and spiritual self. Those Men, My Brothers, my Teacher insisted, were different aspects of my own self. My mind, however, had not yet fully awakened; it had still to realize the great and many possibilities of authentic Phallic Awareness. Allow me to tell you, in much greater detail, how I came to choose the name Diogenes, my Name within the Brotherhood. Allow me to tell you how Mighty Lord Penis changed me the evening I first approached The Tower of Man.
I told you of the miraculous transfiguration of Alexandros, the leader, and the deep, intimate and enlightening sexual encounters with His two disciples. Following my one-on-one initiation with each of them, I was to experience the full power of what Alexandros called The Most Animal Lust.
“Fill Him to the brim with Cock.” He had commanded, and that is literally what they did.
Under the stern gaze of the Master of the Tower, the Mature Alpha Male known as Aeneas, and Ganymede, the Young Man I had mistakenly regarded as exclusively submissive, put aside every instance of modesty and turned me into a piece of flesh they used, groped and sodomized with unreal vigor and zeal. I seemed to lose myself amidst the waves of their unleashed, and seemingly unending wanton barrage. After the instruction to break my Ego, they treated me like the cheapest whore; there was not a single time one of their Cocks was not gaping one of my holes. I was called all sorts of names, urinated, spat on and sexually manhandled in every possible way.
At first, it hurt tremendously. It hurt my Ego as a Man. The Man called Aeneas, who had so fondly and gently made love to Me just minutes before, was now harsh and aggressive, completely oblivious to the discomfort He caused me; all that mattered to Him then, was the satisfaction of the unrelenting Power between his legs. The Mighty Daddy Bull would hold my head in place with his strong hands and fuck my mouth, bringing tears to my eyes as I gagged and choked. He pulled my hair like he meant to tear off my scalp as he sodomized me, making me howl as my back arched and my thighs shuddered. He would ask if He was being rough enough, if I was getting what I wanted. He said a bitch like me did not deserve any less.
Nonetheless, it was Ganymede who gave the final and definite blow to my inner walls. Earlier on, He had looked so boyish and vulnerable; now He appeared before my eyes as an Adonis in the prime of His Youth and Prowess. While His Cock was not as thick as Aeneas’, it was considerably longer, which made it even more impressive; every thrust by His awe-inspiring sword made me feel like my innards where being stabbed. While Aeneas spoke little, simply handling my body any way He pleased by the means of his amazing physical strength, Ganymede was very verbal; He exerted dominance by bossing me around. At first, I could not bear to look at Him in the eye and meet His mocking gaze. He seemed to take much delight in my humiliation.
“I could hear each and every one of your thoughts as you fucked me earlier,” He said. “Look at yourself dance at the mercy of my Cock and answer me with the heart. Which of us is the true slut now?”
At last, I surrendered.
A part of my consciousness shifted and I witnessed myself at the most sexually receptive I had been in my entire life. I could not believe the look of sheer ecstasy amidst the agony of pleasure and pain on the grimace of my face. Covered in dirt, and sweat, and cum, I moaned, panted and hollered like an animal as I took their unbridled Lust with utter abandon. Before my eyes, crimson spots of the densest kind of Lust seemed to dance around us as those Men unleashed their Male Beast upon me. As soon as I gave up, I saw myself loving every single bit of that mad, lascivious dance of excess. Even though I looked at myself with astonishment, I somehow knew it was My will that allowed for all of this to happen.
I wanted it all.
And I wanted more.
“I am. I am!” I cried in defeat.
“You are what?” demanded Aeneas and Ganymede at unison.
“I am a slut! I am a slut!” I repeated as if fighting for air.
Aeneas’ Cock grew unbelievably fatter as He plowed my wrecked asshole even more ferociously. From my deepest self, I let out a loud scream of ecstasy that seemed to both echo across space and hang in midair, like solid, thick fog. I felt as if I had been stripped of my very skin, of all masks, all layers, all lies.
Aeneas then spoke, once again with the deep, compassionate Daddy Voice I had fallen in love with.
“You are a slut for what?”
“I am a slut for Man. I am a slut for Cock,” I wept in liberation.
Somebody embraced me. It was Alexandros. He was standing, or rather floating next to me. The air around us shimmered. Beneath us it was dark and red, above us it was pink and gold. He brought my attention to my right and I gasped as I saw a vision of Aeneas carrying me in his arms with Ganymede by his side towards the Tower.
“Am I dead?” I asked in shock.
“You have never been more alive,” He replied as He motioned for me to look.
The two men took me to a warm pool. There they gave me a bath; gently, fondly. Their touch was warm and affectionate. They uncorked a bottle of a perfumed oil that smelled like orange blossom and rubbed it on me with the patience of the ages. It felt as if they were painting or writing something on me with their fingers rather than simply applying it. As Aeneas massaged me, Ganymede whispered or sang almost inaudible verses.
It was an ode of gratitude to the Divine Masculine, for bringing His Brother back to Him.
He breathed the words onto me, into me; when He pressed His nose against my neck, I felt a cascade of a tingling yet soothing energy fall lazily upon me. Aeneas pressed his hairy chest against my back and, bringing his arms and hands in front of me, He delicately squeezed my nipples sending waves of slow-moving electric fire across my body.
While I am at loss for words to describe what it all actually felt like, the truth is I was hard in an instant. I had never felt so tenderly loved and sexually aroused at the same time. Aeneas tightened his muscular embrace and leaned back, making me rest on his chest. As He gently pulled me back with brawny hands upon my pectoral muscles, He guided His Mighty Member into my Hole, thrusting it deep in an initial penetration that seemed to last forever.
I was a point in empty space that He filled with His Light, expanding, reaching out in all directions, growing ad infinitum.
Aeneas sang this time:
“My Son, you come, at last, back to Us.”
He sang as he penetrated me the most slowly I have ever been fucked.
I was in Heaven, being rocked in my Father’s arms as he filled me with His Love.
But I had yet to experience more.
As Aeneas pulled Himself out of me, Ganymede slowly spread my legs and began to penetrate me with His Shaft of Light, which seemed to have no beginning and no end, making me sing His Name in Praise and Adoration.
“My Brother, you come, at last, back to Us,” He declared.
And I looked at my Brother with playful eyes, and he looked back at me. And we knew it was as it once had been, as it ever has been between us. And we smiled.
No sooner had he taken His Beautiful Wand of Infinity, Father Aeneas was sliding His Scepter of Authority into my soul once again. Ganymede climbed on top of me and, ever so slowly, He began to impale Himself onto my diamond-hard Manhood.
Drowning in rapturous pleasure I knew it was my turn to speak at last:
“My Father, My Brother…”
“At last I come back to you.”
“In seeking Honesty I have found Myself. In seeking myself I have pushed aside the chains of false morals to partake of the Celebration of our common Manhood.”
“We are Men, and this is the Brotherhood of Men who love Men.”
“Among you, I shall be known as Diogenes.”
Penis, I beg you to make of my loin-fire a magnet and a calling to my brothers so that when I stoke it and focus it in my worship of you, you make of my loin-fire a magnet, calling to my brother, signaling to my brothers, drawing us one to the others. I beg this of you, God Penis, so that we can weld our fires each to the other, so we can worship You and embrace and serve you more fully and completely. I ask for my Brotherhood so that my lifework of worshiping God Penis can be realized.
From a brother’s blog
Strip down. Take your seat. Close your eyes. Breathe deeply. Take your penis and cup your balls. Find the stillness from which you sprung.
From a new member:
My fellow brothers, I’ve recently found this site and more importantly l’ve found my home and church. Like you, l have long understood that Penis has given me life. Penis is my one and only true God and must be worshiped, praised and revered above all else in this world.
I encourage you to create an altar for God, whether it be a picture of a magnificent Penis, a realistic dildo or some other representation of Almighty God Penis. The altar should be placed in a peaceful area in your home, adorned with candles and a soft pillow for you to kneel upon when it’s time to pray and to celebrate our Lord. God should be positioned so that, once you’re knelt, He is above your head so you’re gazing up at Him and all His glory. Bow down on your knees and worship, my brothers. Light the candles of your home-made altar every morning when you get up, every evening before going to bed and any other time of day you feel the need to praise and Worship Almighty God Penis.
He deserves our complete and total adoration and praise. Make it known to him and to all others that Penis rules our lives. We live for Cock and will do anything our God wants and desires of us. We bow down on our knees in the presence of the Almighty and worship our Lord.
Reflections on Lust as the driving force of this reality
At Temple Priapus, often do we say that, as long as other People’s Free Will is honored and respected, One is free to fulfill, experience and indulge His Desires for such is the Will of the Source. As Men who cherish our Spiritual Freedom, we choose to live on the fringe of socially prescribed behavior when it comes to our Sexuality—often even within our own queer subcultures—and we defend that right with fervor. We defend it from shaming, from chastising judgement. It is that right and desire to express my Sexuality that leads me to confess, as I embrace and own epithets that have been thrown at us with derision,
I AM a Cock-loving, Cock-worshiping Male Slut, and I fucking love it!
Please make sure to remind me of this truth once and again as I kneel before You, my Brother, to worship You, to worship Your Cock. Whisper it to my ear as you penetrate deep into my Naked Physical, Emotional and Spiritual Self.
I frequently reflect and write about the Vindication of our Lust, for, to me, it is an exercise of liberating rationalization that originates from my Heart, from my desire to break completely free from the shackles of guilt and shame which result from years, decades—centuries!—of conditioning. Centuries of being told we are wicked, sinful, immoral, unworthy, undeserving of God’s Love.
The reach and power of that culture and time-transcending conditioning should not be underestimated, Brother. That’s why it is so relevant for us to say with pride, and to say it often:
This is the God who Loves Us! This is the God We Worship!
He Loves Us that much, that He rises for Us every time to shower Us with His Energies and fill Us with Joy, Power and Pleasure, freely, unconditionally. He is Love devoid of the poisons of Fear, Extortion and Separation. Phallic Lust is the primal manifestation of that Love, among us Reveling Men who Love Men.
Lust is the one sustaining, driving force in this Reality.
This Reality can simply not exist without Lust. The entire natural world, in its lush, rich diversity revolves around sexual desire. Human Sexuality is not different, but it goes beyond reproduction and the propagation of one’s genes. When you are initiated into the spiritual nature of Reality you begin to understand the whole purpose of the dance is to be danced. We dance the Dance of Life to celebrate and indulge the Source’s inherent desire to manifest, create, expand.
Hence we are born and reborn in this reality, for as long as we want to, in order to experience physicality and a plethora of other interests, circumstances, sensations, emotions, challenges, adventures, limitations and forms of expression. Without desire, none of these can occur.
Lust is not exclusively sexual; we all Lust for many different things. There are lusts that are intellectual and/or philosophical, some lusts are emotional. The desire to know is a perfect example of an intellectual lust. The desire—and need—to be loved, is emotional in nature. Spiritual Lust is the desire to transcend, to expand your consciousness, to encompass the very Truths of the Universe. Many “lower” lusts, such as ambition, are simply a desire to wield and exercise Power. Some lusts are masochistic in nature; many people desire to consciously or unconsciously yield to and suffer other people’s Power.
Sexual Lust is sensual in nature, that is, concerned with the gratification of the senses, but is also complex in its psychological, emotional and even sexual nuances. We all seek that which is pleasant to the senses, but also the means to satisfy several other layers of desire. Aesthetics has pondered on the issue for centuries; it seems Beauty is both relative and universal, which means that, while it is subjective, it is also determined by certain, specific constants.
As if to confirm this, the Phallus and His carriers are presented to us in Their rich, infinite variety and potential that appeal more or less to different individuals; many people seem to be particularly drawn to certain shapes, preferences in age, body type, hair and odor, skin color, etc. And yet, to us, Cock Lovers, there is an almost universal appeal to the sight of any engorged Penis arrogantly grinning at us, making us all swell with Lust.
This Lust too originates from the Source; for nothing exists out of it.
We refuse to regard it as a dirty desire that needs to be hidden away, suppressed, fought, neutered.
The False Prophets of separation tell us that whatever they regard as “sin” will separate us from God. Maybe from THEIR God, and its whimsical, evil manipulation, but never from the Source. In case it was not sufficiently clear, I shall repeat the hermetic principle:
Nothing exists out of the Source.
There is no separation, my Brother. There never was, there will never be.
We vindicate our right to Celebrate Penis, for Penis brings Men together. Our Brotherhood is possible because we have chosen to share our Phallic Lust. The only “evil” within our Brotherhood, is the “evil” you believe you carry in your own Heart.
Behold the perfection of your Brother’s diversity. He is “perfect” not because He exemplifies any given canon, but because He is God’s Will in the Flesh; He is a Spiritual, Physical, Intellectual and Emotional manifestation of the Divine Masculine, and He is worthy of Your assertive and/or submissive Worship simply because He is a Fractal of God, in His given Strengths andWeaknesses.
He, just like You, is a Son of the High God.
Listen to Your Penis. Listen to He Who never lies.
Listen to He Who Rises when He Pleases.
Join me, Brother. Join Us in the Phallic Celebration of our common Lust!
Eat and Drink! Do not stay hungry!
The Phallic God serves us his seed, his soul and his divinity, converted into heavenly food.
The food that Phallus gives us is the seed that gives the life of the world.
And if someone asks you “How can we eat their own seed?”
Say to them: “Truly, I say to you, Eat the seed of Man and drink his urine, The man, who eats the seed of man and drinks his urine, will have wisdom and life, Because man will remain in Priapus and Priapus will remain in Him.
Come and eat the sexual feast! Do not stay hungry! Satiate the carnal desire of men!
In the Cummunion, Priapus serves us from his own body and from his own divinity.
To approach the Cummunion with Priapus, you only need the clothing you were born with, forgetting modesty and shame. If not, we cannot approach Cummunion with Priapus.
By the Cummunion with Priapus we receive strength and food for the road. Eating the Semen you recover your strength, vigor, encouragement and enthusiasm and continue walking through life.
When we take the Cummunion frequently, we will be in tune with Priapus the God Phallus. That will prepare our minds to access new and wonderful pleasures that we might otherwise fear. The frequent Cummunion strengthens us the spiritual organism as a foretaste for the greater pleasures that are to come.
Semen is a piece of paradise, because to reach Him it is necessary to know and taste the orgasm and ardently desire it to be a longer time, but at the same time we want it to end soon as it is irresistibly delicious.
You can access Priapus’s Semen in different ways; however a good son and worshiper of Priapus should live the orgasm in a deeper way, since in that magical moment you access the presence of Our God. In that moment He listens to you, understands you and favors you.
Everyone is invited to this meal without exception, the perfect ones so as not to decay; the imperfect ones, so that they aspire to perfection; the strong ones so as not to lose weight; the weak to be strong; the sick to heal; the healthy ones so as not to get sick. By drinking from the Phallus of Man you recognize that you are putting your lips on Priapus’ own phallus, you are before the Divinity.
Everyone has their own tastes and their own fetishes, but in general terms, when you set out to go to the Cummunion, you should polish both your body and your spirit. Wash face and hair. And all those delicacies characteristic of lovers, of fine and strong souls, who know how to pay Love with love. In your mind, you must prioritize the desire to serve as many men as possible and to ingest as many cumloads as are offered to you.
“I’m not going to eat. I’m full. I’m just going to look!”
Is that not a complete discourtesy, right? Or worse, take a bite and then spit it out deliberately. How do you feel seeing this. Perhaps you are rejecting your own God Priapus.
By the Cummunion we Priapus’s boys, and worshipers are united not only as brothers but also as lovers. Because for the children of the God Priapus there is no union more sacred than the sexual. Through the Homosexual unión God Priapus is perennized and eternalized, letting his seed flow from generation to generation.
By the Cummunion with our God Priapus we fall in love more and more with Him and we make other men — many! — follow the same path.
The Cumunión is the main fruit the intimate union with Priapus. The Cummunion increases our union with Priapus. Semen is a material food that satisfies our physical body, like our spiritual life. The worshiper of Priapus needs to be fed by the Cummunion throughout his life, until the moment of death, when it is given to us as viaticum. The more we participate in the Cummunion with Priapus the more we progress in their friendship, and therefore the more difficult it will be for us to break with Him and His sacred principles.
When should you take the Cummunion? The Temple of Priapus strongly recommends that the faithful receive the sacred Cummunion as frequently as possible. Even every day. When we approach God Priapus, if we want, we speak intimately with Him, as one talks to a friend, as one talks to a brother, as one talks to your father.
And after taking the Cummunion, it is good to dedicate a few minutes to give thanks to the man who has made possible the real presence of Priapus in your body. It is a detail of respect and love. Each Brother will find a way to personally thank the man who has given him the possibility of receiving Him.
Always remember that any man is capable of feeding his brother; the food of God Priapus is of the whole community, regardless of their social, economic, racial or sexual preference. All men, Priapus’s sons should meet regularly for a fraternal meal.
¡Coman y Beban! ¡No se queden con hambre!
El Dios Falo nos sirve su semilla, su alma y su divinidad convertido en alimento celestial.
El alimento que nos regala Falo es la propia semilla que da la vida del mundo.
Y si alguno te pregunta “¿Cómo podemos comer su propia semilla?”.
Díles asi: “En verdad, les digo, Coman la semilla del Hombre y beban su orines. El que coma la semilla del hombre y beba sus orines, tendrá sabiduría y vida. Porque el hombre permanecerá en Príapo y Príapo permanecerá en él.
¡Vengan y coman del banquete sexual! ¡No se queden con hambre! ¡Sacien sus deseos!
En la Cummunion, Priapo nos sirve de su propio cuerpo y de su propia divinidad.
Para acercarte a la Cummunion con Príapo, sólo se necesita el traje de gala con el que has nacido, olvidando el recato y la vergüenza. Si no, no podemos acercarnos a la comunión con Priapo.
Por la Cummunion con Príapo recibimos la fuerza y el alimento para el camino. Comiendo el Semen recobras tus fuerzas, vigor, ánimo y aliento y sigues caminando por la vida.
Cuando tomamos la Cummunion con frecuencia, estaremos en sintonía con Priapo el dios Falo. Eso preparara nuestra mente para acceder a nuevos y maravillosos placeres que de otro modo pudiéramos temer. La Cummunion frecuente nos va fortaleciendo el organismo espiritual como anticipo para los mayores placeres que están por venir.
El semen es un pedazo de paraíso, porque para llegar a El es necesario conocer y saborear el orgasmo y deseemos ardientemente que sea un momento más prolongado, pero al mismo tiempo deseamos que acabe pronto ya que es irresistiblemente delicioso.
Se puede acceder al Semen de Príapo de distintas maneras sin embargo un buen hijo y adorador de Príapo debería vivir el orgasmo de manera más profunda, ya que en ese momento mágico, tu accedes a la presencia del Nuestro Dios Príapo. En ese momento El te escucha, te comprende y te favorece.
A esta comida son invitados todos sin excepción, Los perfectos para no decaer; los imperfectos, para que aspiren a la perfección; los fuertes para no enflaquecer; los débiles para robustecerse; los enfermos para sanar; los sanos para no enfermar. Al beber del Falo del Hombre reconoces que estas poniendo los labios en el propio falo de Príapo, estas ante la propia divinidad.
Cada uno tiene sus propios gustos y sus propios fetiches, pero en términos generales, cuando te dispones a ir a la Cummunion, deberías arreglar tanto tu cuerpo como tu espíritu. El rostro lavado y el pelo recortado y arreglado. Y todas esas delicadezas propias de los enamorados, de almas finas y recias, que saben pagar con amor el Amor. En tu mente debe primar el deseo de servir a tantos hombres como te sea posible y de ingerir tantas descargas como te sean ofrecidas.
Ir a un Ritual de Cumunión con Príapo y rechazar el semen de una eyaculación es como ser invitado a un gran banquete, sentarse a la mesa y mirar todas las fuentes servidas, los platillos sabrosos y apetitosos. Más cuando el mesero se acerca a servirte le dices:
– No voy a comer. Estoy lleno. Sólo voy a mirar!.
¿Eso es una completa descortesía verdad? O lo que es peor, tomar un bocado y luego escupirlo deliberadamente. ¿Cómo te sientes al ver esto? Acaso no estas rechazando a tu propio Dios Príapo.
Por la Cummunion nosotros los hijos y adoradores de Príapo no unimos como hermanos pero también como amantes. Porque para los hijos del Dios Príapo no hay unión más sagrada que la sexual. Por medio de la unión sexual Homosexual el Dios Príapo se perenniza y se eterniza dejando fluir su semilla de generación en generación.
Por medio de la Cummunion con nuestro Dios Príapo nos enamoramos cada día mas de El y hacemos que otros hombres —¡muchos!— sigan igual camino.
La Cumunión es el fruto principal la unión íntima con Príapo. La Cumunión acrecienta nuestra unión con Príapo. El semen es un alimento material que sacia nuestro cuerpo físico, como nuestra vida espiritual. El adorador de Príapo necesita ser alimentado por la Cumunión a lo largo de toda su vida, hasta el momento de la muerte, cuando nos sea dada como viático. Cuanto más participamos en la Cummunion con Príapo más progresamos en su amistad, y por tanto más difícil se nos hará romper con Él y sus sagrados principios.
¿Cuándo conviene tomar la Cummunion? La Iglesia de Príapo recomienda vivamente a los fieles que reciban la sagrada Cumunión tan frecuentemente como sea posible. Incluso todos los días. Cuando nos acercamos al Dios Príapo, si queremos, hablamos íntimamente con El, como se habla con un amigo, como se habla con un hermano, como se habla con tu padre.
Y después de tomar la Cummunion, es bueno dedicar unos minutos para dar gracias al hombre que ha hecho posible la presencia real de Príapo en tu cuerpo. Es un detalle de respeto y amor. Cada Hermano encontrará el modo de agradecer personalmente al hombre que le ha dado la posibilidad de recibirle.
Recordad siempre que, cualquier hombre es capaz de alimentar a su hermano, la comida de Dios Príapo es de toda la comunidad, sin importar su condición social, económica, racial o preferencia sexual. Todos los hombres hijos de Príapo deberán reunirse regularmente para una comida fraterna.
WHERE IS THE TEMPLE?
Tonight I sit in my living room and my head spins with what I would like to say to all of you. My Twitter account (@father_marc) is bringing in men from around the world, and many of them have registered here at the Temple website. Many have written to me with questions and requests. So many men want guidance – and I am so ready and willing (in my heart and soul) to answer those questions and give that guidance. This is, after all, what I believe I have been led to do. But I feel like I keep running into walls and barriers – the greatest of those being “Time” (“Time” is my solid brick wall)!
Like many of you, organizing time is not one of my gifts. With a job, a husband, a dog, a home, and friends and family; trying to get time in for the Temple – and ultimately you, our members – can be challenging. In addition to that, there are other things that take my time. For instance, there are many social media networks out there that have “pages” or “links” that are affiliated with our Temple (and some that are not, yet they think they are), which I also try to keep my eye on (I don’t always participate – but I look to keep up and do a bit of monitoring). A lot of this becomes so overwhelming! I do have 13 men that I work with – but this is a volunteer endeavor and they too have lives of their own. I can only ask and expect so much from these men. Also, I must be honest here and say that I also have to make time for my own worship time and personal growth. I need time with my God as much as – or perhaps more than – many of you! I pray for wisdom and knowledge daily! I do not take my responsibility as your High Priest and Leader lightly – so, therefore, I want to be the best that I can be and prepared for what comes my way!
Have you ever played the lottery hoping to win big so you could quit your job and live your dreams? For me, I want to win the lottery so I can build a Temple, not only here in Santa Cruz, CA, but in other cities and towns around the world. I would love to have a creative paid staff that can create a space for us as Brothers to worship Cock together – a place that allows for no shame and no guilt to exist. I want to build the ultimate “Man-Cave” out in the open for the adoration of the Phallus. Not a place of “religious dogma”, but a place of freedom to express our Phallic desires as a Brotherhood. I want a place that you can kneel before another man and worship the Cock that raises before him – a place where our God can truly be glorified in the bate and in the sodomy of men. I want a place that men may come regardless of their sexual preference and feel safe, and at peace, a place for relaxation and growth, and a place of learning – for there is no greater place than in the company of like-minded men who’s one unifying connection is the God that we have been chosen to carry.
People are always writing to me asking “Where is the Temple?” and “When are the services?” and “How do I become a member?” These are all very valid questions and ones that I would ask myself if I were to discover this website. What I wouldn’t give to be able to give them the address of the Temple that was built by men who love our God like the one I have described above!
But for now, the Temple that we have is the Temple that is between the legs of each and every man out there in this world. That Temple will always exist and has ALWAYS existed. The services happen whenever you open the doors. You become a member when you acknowledge that Cock is truly God – and God is truly Cock.
Stories are told of a man that they say existed 2000 years ago. He was a man who spoke on the hillsides and in fields. I have to believe he existed because he changed the world. Sadly, his words were misconstrued, his message got twisted, lies became laws and lives were ruined in the process. But I digress.
My point here is – there were no physical Temples or Churches at that time either – those came later. Perhaps it is up to us to do the same! Let us take what we have and create what we want – trusting that what we truly want will come in time as we grow. It is crucial that we all participate as we can…to give what we have to give! This is not something that only a few can do – for it is a great task to create what we all desire. It takes many! Wouldn’t it be wonderful to have hundreds of men working toward these goals and many others?
Are you able to help? How can you help?
To give you an example: This website isn’t free, but as you can see it is probably the lowest functioning website there is – we don’t have the funds or the know-how to make it greater. If you’re a web designer that is willing to donate your expertise to create something better, we will gladly accept that…as long as we have the monetary donations from someone to match your talents. Please ask yourself, what is it that you are good at? What are you willing to do to help this Temple become the place of Brotherhood we all desire to have? What are you able to give? Donations of your time and money will be accepted! Feel free to write to me with any questions, comments or offers of help! I’d love to hear from you!
More than anything, we want you to be a part of us and of our growth! We desire to have you worship Cock, our God, with us – no matter what you have to offer! All men are welcome in the Brotherhood!
So, just where is the Temple? It is waiting to be built! Join us and let’s make it happen!
Towards a new reality of Fraternal, Phallic Interconnectedness
Despite the darkness reproduced by those who stubbornly cling to the monolithic structures of the past, this is an exciting time to be alive. More and more Men are partaking of practices inspired in pagan memory and traditions that predate the Judeo-Christian paradigms of deceit, control and manipulation, and celebrating our common identity as Men, as Brothers, as spiritual sparks of the Divine having a physical experience. Bear with me as we briefly explore these concepts together.
I do not want to take too long on this item, for many of us are already moving beyond the intellectual, emotional, physical and emotional restraints and spiritual blackmail of toxic Judeo-Christian thought.
Monolithic means rigid, uniform, which are appropriate words to describe the edifices of any instance of organized religion which prescribes behaviors that must be adopted without question. Why is it relevant to discuss paradigms conceptually? Because paradigms are structures of thought that heavily condition our perception, understanding, interpretation, manifestation and interaction with reality and phenomena. If you believe, for example, that Men are born “sinful” and “wicked,” your mind will recreate and reproduce this idea and reinforce it every time you are presented with evidence for your views. If you refuse to consider Men under other perspectives, all you will see in them is “sin” and “wickedness.” The universe is potential energy that reflects back the focus of both our fears and desires.
If you had, like I did, a Christian upbringing, you have probably been told a thousand times that any form of sexuality—touching yourself included—outside a heterosexual marriage sanctioned by the Church is evil and sinful. This creates a terrible sense of guilt, shame, anxiety and frustration that perverts the mind, for the expression of human sexuality is fundamental to a person’s emotional well-being.
This and other paradigms typical of ancient patriarchal societies, such as scarcity and war (the need to fight other Men to protect our belongings or take theirs under the premise that there is not enough for everybody), are completely obsolete. Many Men and Women these days seek to embrace lifestyles built more strongly upon community, not the isolated suburban dream and aggressive neocolonial interventionism which were typical of the materialistic and positivist American paradigm following World War II. It is a well-known fact that one planet would not be enough if everybody could live like the archetypical average American. As the middle class shrinks, a system based on greed and the transference of wealth and power to fewer hands reveals its unsustainability and heralds its own demise in the long run.
“There is enough on Earth for everybody’s need, but not enough for everybody’s greed.”—Gandhi.
Paganism: revival and new perspectives
It could be argued that Men and Women had a more positive—and healthier—view of human sexuality before the waves of Aryan migrations/invasions (Celtic culture being an exception, since, culturally speaking, they were quite distinct to the rest of the Indo-European family) and before the establishment of even more rigid Judeo-Christianity. Greek culture, for example, had Aryan roots as evidenced in their male-dominated pantheon. According to some scholars, Classical Greece was not at all a paradise of open, hedonistic homosexual indulgence, but they did have a strong, refined, erotic and homoerotic reverence towards the human body. Many cultural artifacts and texts suggest Men were more in contact with their masculinity and enjoyed it more fully, particularly in much older Greek culture.
We acknowledge the pagan influence in modern Phallicism, but, because of our contemporary reality, we bring in fresh, new perspectives. We draw inspiration from the past; we do not seek to copy it. Temple Priapus is not a religion, but a Brotherhood of Men who Love the Phallus, a space to share different sexual, cultural and spiritual ideas from various phallic perspectives.
Just like in most organizations with a democratic character, our views sometimes contradict each other. Nevertheless, all Men of our Brotherhood acknowledge our Cocks as a manifestation of the Divine Masculine. Contrary to common thought and beliefs which abhor and condemn human sexuality, we believe that the satisfaction and indulgence of our Phallic Lust is good and positive , that it can heal us and that it can heal the world.
We are Brothers
Men experience a natural drive to share and celebrate their physicality, but Society teaches them early in life that the sexual line should not and must not be crossed. All kinds of play between Men are valid, except for the open expression and sharing of their sexuality. While many of us disagree with the above, we do not want to impose our preferences and desires on others. Instead, our Brotherhood is open to all Men who feel a natural desire to seek and worship Penis. Although that desire often manifests in homosexual tendencies, we welcome all, regardless of their sexual orientation.
If you have ever found yourself wishing you could join a circle like the one above, this Brotherhood is for you. Regardless of shape and size, our Penises speak to each other. When they come together, vibrating in a frequency of shared, brotherly, Phallic Lust, we experience an undeniable bond, a sense of camaraderie and playful complicity that allows us to create a space where we are encouraged, supported and welcomed to express our sexual selves freely, respectfully, shamelessly, lasciviously…
The faces you like to make when you are beating your Man-Tool, or when your Brother’s Cock is deeply plowing your greedy Asshole. Not only has your Brother witnessed the kinks you discreetly keep beneath the necessary social façade of decorum and “correctness,” he has celebrated them with you. Your Brother knows of your goon, of your porn collection, of the plethora of sex toys in your room. He knows you like to talk dirty when you top. He knows you are fond of poppers, of piercings, of man-stink, of piss, of leather, of cigars and/or feet. He knows your balls are super sensitive. He knows how loud you moan and whine when you come, and He knows how vulnerable you feel at that moment…
He knows what you are into for he has been there with you.
Brothers-in-Cock develop a powerful bond that is forged at the most intimate layers of their incarnated selves, of who they are as Men.
It is a bond we love to express in the physical, but goes beyond the physical.
As it was before.
As it is now.
We will always be there for each other, to support each other, to care for each other, to love each other, to celebrate our Masculinity in the Flesh. We no longer need to hurt each other, to steal from each other, to spill our Brothers’ blood fighting wars that only serve the ambition of those who seek to own the entire planet.
We are no longer Brothers in Arms…
…We are Brothers in Penis!