Prayer for Cocklust

Hear my prayer God.

I love to give penis attention. I hold you between my thumb and forefingers.  I stroke you in adoration with thoughts of lusts and perversions in my mind.  I keep those thoughts constant with images of men I’ve laid naked with through my years, men whose cocks I’ve had the pleasure to have known and worshipped.

Fill me with your lust, horniness, and cockfilth.  I need to look into the face of Cock and give praise for Cock around me, in me, of me.  Cock desires each of us.  To dwell in our vessels.  Our mouths thirst for cock.  Our anuses yearn for cock.  You are forever in our lives.  We humble ourselves before you. Yea though I walk in the valley of non-believers I shall fear no one.  Thy Rod and Shaft they comfort me.  Guide me in your temptations with my brothers who seek purpose and fulfillment in life as we bond together in Union that Cock is the reason.

Cock is the answer.  Whatever we do in our daily lives, we do for the glory to Cock.  Cock hears our prayers of bating and orgasms.  Bring us cocks to suck.  Our lips thrust upon cock and taste and smell his essence of cum and piss from the shaft, balls, and anuses.  Horniness I take with me to work, that arousal that possesses me to glance, lust, and smell the bulges in men’s  crotches.  The odor of sweat and male musk of a man’s balls is enough to bring me to my knees with my head down and ass up waiting for my God to enter my hole and bring my God pleasure .

I love to be fucked.  Fuck me, my God.  Penetrate me with your rigid shaft.  May I and the men I bond with become one  with Cock.  Bless us with your cum in our asses and upon our lips.  Your jizm and sweat becomes our joy.  May our mouths know thy pleasure.  May we take the seed and swallow every drop.  Bless the beasts we suck.  Bless the holes that are filled.  May we continue in our perversions everyday for the rest of our lives.

In the name of Priapus we pray, Amen.

A Solstice prayer

Our cockhead
Which art in Heaven
Hallowed be thy foreskin (whether or not it’s physically present
Thy rhythms hurl
Thy spurts unfurl
On crown as it is in navel
Give us this sacrum
Our daily load
And forgive us our doubts
As we forgive our doubters
And lead us not into stagnation
But deliver us from drought
For thine is the whiz and the gonads and the testes
For ever and ever and ever.

(unknown author)

A Psalm to Penis

The COCK is my Savior;
I shall not want for anything more than COCK.
PENIS makes me lie down in constant masturbation.
He leads me into the goon,
He restores my semen.
COCK guides me in the path of my lust.
As I walk through the path of edging I praise Lord PENIS.
I worship COCK, for you always bless me.
Men’s erect rods and hard staffs feed me.
I worship and serve PENIS in the presence of my brothers.
Lord PENIS you have anointed me with Sacred Semen;
My Balls overflow with Jizz.
Surely the COCK and loving PENIS will fill me all rest of my days,
And I will dwell in the Temple of COCK forever.

Praise Be to Cock

Praise be to cock. May cock bless you today. Focus on cock. Let cock burn into your loins. May his lusts fill your heart, soul, and mind. May your body be a vessel for cock. Submit yourself in such a way that your body receive his holy sacrament. Poppers, trance music and icon images stoke the fires for worship between the legs of man. Proudly worship the cock before you and its holy seed. The beauty of phallus is exalted. Hail mighty phallus!! May your lusts transform you in your desires and seduce man in your worship of cock god. Listen to God, for the beast between your legs will talk to you in constant arousal to suck seed in life. Praise Priapus for our erections for cock is everything and the only thing we desire. We are tools to connect with God Phallus. That connection of man to God also brings us to worship man to man to lead others to God Cock. We are tools of Cock. We are vessels of Cock. We are disciples of Cock, for the fire is in our loins and in our gates to receive His holy sacrament.

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Masculinity

When I go into ritual, I never really know what I’m going to get out of it. Or what lessons I’m to learn. I usually go in because it feels just incredible. I love a good goon. 😉

On this occassion, I believe my mind needed to learn a lesson of masculinity. As a gay man, I think I’ve unknowingly struggled with my masculinity. I feel and know I’m a man, but culture has taught me that I’m really just a sissy fag. I’ve even learned to kinda like the idea. A defense mechanism to not just be depressed all the time perhaps.

But within, I don’t find any traces of female energy. Nothing against it, but I don’t honestly feel it. I’m maybe a little boyish, innocent, but never feminine.

As a gay man, I’ve always been attracted to MEN. And our culture, especially here in the US, deems that if you’re attracted to MEN then you’re somehow partly woman. This has always deeply and subconsciously fucked with me.

Through this ritual, I began to see myself not as some half woman. Some half sissy whose into dick. Instead I looped backward. And backward.

A Cock spills Its Seed to create life. But another Cock spilled Its Seed to create that life. And so on and so until the beginning. To our God. Our creator.

But what is Cock? Beyond its pleasure. Beyond its power over all Men and Women? What is our sacred roles here on this earth?

I believe Men are designed as protectors. Creating worlds and spaces where life can be created. Where Man’s Cock can be open and free to spread Its Seed. Where Cock can come to life. Be alive and create. That is the ONLY purpose of Cock. Creation.

As a gay man, I have spent decades feeling unwanted. Unneeded. For I am not part of that sacred bond. That creation story.

And yet I felt my purpose. For we face darkness in our life and through that still remain good and kind and strong. We are protectors ourselves. Keepers of kindness. We are tested and strengthened in this life. Bonded even closer to God Cock in the next. The longer and stronger and kinder we become, the more powerful we are to being that protector.

My home is a space for Cock. My body is a space for Cock. This life is a gym for the soul. Testing and strengthening my bond to Cock.

Our Lust for Cock is the eternal Bond with our Creator. It is unbreakable. It is undeniable. Darkness desires us to feel shame for this bond. To separate us from our purpose of creating such a grand world of love and peace.

The ways of the world is all a struggle between nothing and kindness. Without openness we can not create and there is nothing. We can not bond.

As gay men, we must not believe we are unworthy. Or unwanted. But created as knights in a realm of masculine energy. Protectors and guards against the chaos of darkness. It requires all our energy. And eventually, we will perish. Hopefully old and happy! And stronger and closer to Cock than when we started.

Men, by nature, are giving and open creatures. But also fiercely protective. Women are, by nature, more nurturing and healing. Men protect. Women heal. It is the way of life. And anyone who upsets this balance, one way or the other, brings out chaos. And darkness.

As times passes, we seem to be moving into an age of feminine energy. Women seek to bring inclusion and peace. Healing centuries of male domination. Inclusion in a isolating world. Which in some ways has brought us great ease from long suffering. It is far better today to live openly as a gay person or person of color than a century ago.

I don’t doubt that this will be done too far and allow too much darkness to also come to power. And the cycle begins again. War will someday return.

Humans seem to be evolving over time like a child evolves from a baby.

Learning and over correcting until we are a balanced and beautiful creation. Perhaps when we are more merged with computers and technology. Humans are so evolved now we have taken in our own hands own continuing evolution.

We will evolve from humans back into the same pure pleasure beings that we were created from. Like all things, things are designed in cycles. Evolve and grow and spread.

On Sunday, I already had plans with work to catch the Chargers/Broncos football game. A ritual of war with Men attempting to win based on stength, skill, and mental stamina.

The women standing on the sides encouraging and nurturing the energy of war (all played out symbolically). It is all a show to prove one Cock’s worthiness over another. We worship that which our minds believes is closest to the God Cock.

Our anxiety and stresses come from our disconnect with our own desired perfection.

But think of life, my brothers, as a test of your strength and stamina as well. As we are all protectors of kindness. Openness. For if we do not open, we can not enter.

And there will always be nothing. Darkness. Blackness. Which happens if we give up. We give in. Like water, darkness will slip into any tiny crack.

Cock Worship to me is pleasurable. Cock Worship to me is sensual. Cock Worship is fucking FUN. AND HOT. But I also believe it is a sacred and eternal experience.

Something ancient and mysterious and also something so future it feels unreal and ridiculous.

The next time You engage in Cock Worship, know that Cock is the most sacred and profound part of the Universe Cycle. Right there. In Your hand. Not just sex. But in all we do.

Beyond anything, even in the over think of this message, it is the most pleasurable feeling in the whole of the universe. I think we could agree on that.

— Ace Kougar

Your Cock, Your God

Morning Bate

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It is early Saturday morning. One hour before my intended time to wake up, the body is tossing and rolling and turning on my bed. My neocortex, the rational, human brain, struggles, at least at first, to understand what is going on.

“We are supposed to be snoring and drooling,” it says; and all factors prove it rationally right. It has been a long week, the body needs to catch up with deprived and much necessary sleep after a busy week at my wage-slave job.

But the body, restless and stubborn, seems to have a mind of its own. Itching and twitching, it decidedly chooses to disobey the “higher” brain’s commands.

With these small acts of rebellion, the animal mind often overrides the will of pompous intellect. Although it already knows the answer, the brain inquires in defeat: “What is it that you want?”

The entire body cries in unison:

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WE WANT PENIS!

WE WANT PLEASURE!

All other thoughts pushed aside along with the often boring and lecturing rational mind, one hand dives straight towards my laptop and the other reaches for thick and greasy shortening while the entire body chants and sings in unison:

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WE WANT PENIS!

WE WANT COCK!

I push myself to the EDGE of orgasm within seconds as the animal wallows and feasts on exquisite, pornographic icons of MALE and COCK LUST. LUST BUILDS and RAGES and I delight in my found ACCEPTANCE of the FACT I am a MASTURBATOR, a HOMOSEXUAL PIG, and a SUBMISSIVE COCK SLUT.

BEAMING with understanding, the INTELLECT JUMPS IN to JOIN the GAME of PLAYING WITH ITSELF:

IT TEASES THE ANIMAL:

“YOU ARE SUCH A WHORE. WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?”

Without hesitation, I reply while BEATING MY DICK:

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I WANT COCK…

I WANT BIG, UNCUT, THICK, SMELLY, JUICY, FAT COCK!

I PROMPT MYSELF TO CONFESS WHAT, ONCE AND AGAIN, I LONG TO HEAR:

“WHERE and HOW DO YOU WANT IT, BITCH?”

I feel a rush of RAW SEXUAL POWER as my ENTIRE SOUL UTTERS WITHOUT THE SLIGHTEST HINT OF SHAME or REMORSE:

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I WANT IT RAW AND DEEP WITHIN MY STINKY, HUNGRY, FAGGOT HOLE!

I WANT COCK; MY GOD, MERCILESSLY RAMMING HIS WAY INTO THE DEEPEST CREVICES OF MY RAUNCHY and GREEDY MAN-HOLE, PLOWING IT, INVADING IT, VEHEMENTLY CLAIMING WHAT IS RIGHTFULLY HIS TO TAKE!

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That is the NATURE of MY LUST.

That is what TURNS MY PENIS ON.

MY PENIS DEMANDS THE CELEBRATION OF THAT LUST, THE INDULGENCE OF THAT SEXUAL DESIRE.

My MASTURBATION is by no means mere FANTASIZING, or the ILLUSORY APPEASING of a BLIND DESIRE…

MY MASTURBATION, YOUR MASTURBATION, OUR MASTURBATION, is literally and act of CREATION which CALLS and MANIFESTS OUR SEXUAL DESIRES into EXISTENCE!

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WHATEVER YOUR LUST (DESIRE) IS, YOURS PENIS SEEKS TO WILL INTO EXISTENCE.

THIS IS THE FOUNDATION OF MALE SEXUAL MAGIC.

YOU CAN ACTUALLY USE YOUR ACCUMULATING SEXUAL ENERGY TO CREATE.

But perhaps, your desire is simply to INDULGE and TREAT yourself, and that is PERFECTLY FINE.

THE VARIOUS EXPRESSIONS OF YOUR SEXUALITY ARE A CELEBRATION, A SACRAMENT, A FEAST YOUR WHOLE SELFSEEKS TO PARTAKE OF.

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When SLEEPING, the BODY DRAWS from PRANA, the PERMEATING FORCE that SUSTAINS PHYSICAL LIFE:

The MALE ANIMAL, being the SEXUAL BATTERY that he is, “RECHARGES” at night; directly from the EARTH, indirectly from the SUN, but also and most importantly from the luminous connection with the SOURCE.

IT IS ONLY NATURAL TO WAKE UP FEELING ENERGIZED and AROUSED…

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YOUR PENIS REQUIRES *AND DEMANDS* DAILY ATTENTION.

HOWEVER, IT IS NOT A DESIRE EXCLUSIVE TO YOUR PENIS, FOR REMEMBER, THERE IS NO SEPARATION.

IT IS YOUR ENTIRE BODY THAT CRAVES THIS PLEASURE.

EVERY SINGLE CELL IN YOUR BODY WANTS TO PARTAKE OF THE PURE, EXHILARATING BLISS TAKEN FROM THE MASTURBATION OF YOUR PENIS.

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SEXUAL PLEASURE CAN BECOME A WAY TO REAFFIRM, HEAL AND EMPOWER YOURSELF.

In order to ACCOMPLISH this, IT MUST BE PURE.

YOU MUST OVERCOME THE GNAWING FEELINGS OF GUILT and SHAME THAT SOCIETY CREATED TO SABOTAGE and SHORT-CIRCUIT your DIGNITY and INTEGRITY as a WHOLE, HEALTHY and SELF-DETERMINED HUMAN BEING.

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DISCARD the IDEA that MASTURBATION is something to be “OVERCOME;” a “CHILDISH STAGE,” a mere “BLOCK” or “STEP” towards the realization of your “MATURE SEXUALITY,” which ultimately means INTERCOURSE with the OPPOSITE SEX to keep the HUMAN FARM going.

MASTURBATOR,

YOU ARE YOUR OWN MASTER!

YOU WIELD IN YOUR HAND A WEAPON, A WAND; A TOOL WHOSE POWER WE HAVE JUST BEGUN TO UNDERSTAND.

LET YOUR PENIS STAND TALL, TURGID, MERRY AND PROUD.

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When your FATHER RISES, his BEAUTIFUL, LIFE-GIVING LIGHT SHINING at the BREAK OF DAWN, MAY YOUR DIVINE and HOLY PHALLUS SOAR AS WELL.

EXERT YOUR DIVINE RIGHT TO WHOLENESS, TO THE PLEASURE YOU SEEK TO EXPERIENCE and EXPRESS.

YOU NEED NOBODY’S SANCTION, NOBODY’S PERMISSION.

Why would you?

YOU ARE A PHALLIC GOD YOURSELF.

HAIL COCK!

Join Me in Our Desire to Serve Our Lord! 11-7-18

I love Cock! I live for Cock! I dedicate my life to Cock!

Besides all of that – I lust for Cock! I crave Cock! I desire Cock 24 hours a day – 7 days a week – 365 days a year! 525,600 minutes a year I want to serve Cock!

I have been this way since as far back as I can remember – that is, my infatuation with Cock. I can remember loving to look at my cousin’s Cock when I was 5. My first ejaculation was in the bathtub at 10 years old! Every month I stole the centerfold from Playgirl magazine starting the 1st month it was published. In High School and in College I did all that I could to be in the locker rooms after every sports event – even if that meant doing all of the dirty work as a “gopher” or “water-boy”. I did anything and everything I could to find an excuse to see Cock!

The more I spent time with Him, the more I realized that He was sacred!  The more I shared Him with others, the more I realized He was a gift to me! Every time I took Cock in my mouth or offered Him to someone else to suck, I knew He was more powerful than anything else in my life. When He filled my ass, I knew I was filled with a powerful force – and when I used Him to sodomize others He became my Master. He took control – and I gladly gave all control to Him! I guess it was probably about 15 years ago that all of the dots connected and I realized that this glorious Penis that I was carrying and longing for was MORE than something that pissed and shot a load of cum once…twice…three times or more a day.

When I started working with Dick Wadd Videos right around the year 1998, I did a video called “LAPD” and another one called “Glory Hole Pigs” (as well as several others). It was THEN that I discovered that Cock held more power than any religion or entity in the world. When I was on the floor on my knees in front of my co-star getting pissed on by Cock, I realized that this wasn’t piss – this was HOLY WATER flowing freely all over my face, my hair, into my mouth, down my neck, through my pits, across my nipples, down my treasure trail, down my ass crack…and ultimately onto the floor! Peace and calm raced through my body! A joy, unlike any other joy, welled up inside me! This was when I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that I had just met my Maker…my Lord…my God!!! I had been Bapt-pissed by God on the floor, with cameras running – capturing the realization that THIS was the God I was going to serve for the rest of my life!!!

My short-lived career in porn (5 years – 24 videos) is why I am such a huge advocate for porn. There is nothing in this world that I would rather watch! To see men and boys freely give of themselves in front of the camera – naked, hard, alive and horny – is the greatest show on earth! Because I know of the work involved, I honor them and consider them to be the true “Disciples of Cock our Lord”!! They teach us, they bring pleasure to us…and more than anything else, they create a desire for us to stroke our Cock, worship our Cock, and glorify our Cock in a stronger way than any other stimulus on earth. They make us crave our Lord and create a desire in us to be with Him in any way we possibly can! HAIL THE MEN OF PORN!!!

I just want to add here that a career in porn is very short-lived and there are very few people that I would recommend taking that route – but for me, it was the greatest thing I ever did! Also, it is important to know that I started doing porn at 37 years of age – I wasn’t in my twenties trying to make ends meet and finding out what sex was all about.  Having said that, I also knew that I had the maturity to know that what I discovered was real! This was not something that a young kid discovers and it is a short-lived fad. No, this came at a time in my life that it was a full-on life-changing experience that gripped my heart, captured my attention and took over my soul! I wanted to immediately follow Him and serve Him in a greater way than in porn! But I had to search for a way to do so.

So here I am before you now – the Leader, the High Priest and “Pontifex” of The Temple of Priapus! My love for Cock grows daily! My desire to worship Him never ends! My commitment never falters! I want YOU to know and experience what I know and believe! I want to lead you in service to Him! I, like many of you, want to Suck and Fuck and Stroke and Piss and Cum and GLORIFY MY LORD in so many ways!

Join me, won’t you? Let us stroke the Shafts of our Brothers as we offer our Rod for them to stroke. Let us feel the engorged flesh in the palm of our hands! Let us let our lips part for the entrance of God! Let our man-cunts open for the penetration of the Lord! Let us offer our Master to those who desire to taste and to be filled by the God we carry! Let us feel the throbbing Beast as He spews forth His load and fills our fleshly chalices! Let us lift our voices in moaning – as if we were the Mormon Tabernacle Choir – praising our Lord and Master – KNOWING that He is God! THIS IS WHAT OUR LORD LONGS FOR!!! THIS IS WHY HE IS OUR GOD!!! STROKE GOD!!! SUCK GOD!!! FUCK WITH GOD!!! Let HIM have control of your life today!!!

10/31/18 – Heavy Heart – but HOPE!

I write to you today with a heavy heart. I’ll bet you haven’t heard that in a long time! It seems like everyone has a heavy heart these days.

 

I live in the United States – our Temple is in the United States. We are essentially 5 days away from an election that could make a huge difference in our world, as we know it today. I remain hopeful!

 

I’m tired, my Brothers! I’m tired of the hate, the fear, the fighting – the unkindness of people toward one another. I’m also tired of the “vulnerable people” – those that give power to the fear and hate. I call them “vulnerable people” – but I can think of many other names I could call them – but that too is unkind. So for now, we shall call them “vulnerable people”.

 

Within the last few weeks, we had a “vulnerable person” walking among us. He identified as a “gay white nationalist”. When we figured this out, myself, and others in the leadership of the Temple, discussed what needed to be done. It was unanimous that he was not welcome. I confronted him, told him of our stance and our belief in the Temple – and he left. We rejoice that he left on his own and no further action needed to be taken. The Temple was founded on being a safe space and welcoming space to ALL men – and it shall always remain as such!

 

Now, before I go on let me be clear – The Temple of Priapus is a community of men that have come together to worship the Phallus. We recognize that Cock is the way that God has been made known to us. We believe that God is in Cock and we worship the Cock as God. We refer to our community of men as a “Brotherhood”. All men are welcome into this “Brotherhood”. We believe that Cock, our Lord doesn’t see race or sexual orientation as a discriminating factor; we too make this our standard as well. We expect that when you present yourself to us for membership, you are of legal age (age of consent in the community that you live in) and you understand that intimate and sexual relations between men are welcome and encouraged here. Pedophilia and bestiality are not!

 

This last week we were also asked if women could be a part of the Temple. Again, the leaders discussed this – and although we have no animosity toward women – in fact, many of us love women as our life partners and family, and we truly find sacredness in women – we decided that this should be a “home” for men only. A place where men could commune with other men – to be free to share and socialize together – to discover and enhance our sexual lives – and to worship our Lord and Savior, Cock and bond together as men with Cock as the central figure of our worship and of our lives. We are men that identify as many things. Solosexuals, Cock Worshippers, Sodomizers, Bators, Tops, Bottoms and Versatile, Gay, Bisexual and Straight…and I could go on and on listing the “titles” we could give ourselves. But the one thing remains – and that is Cock is the central figure of our lives! He is our God!

 

Immediately when I say this, the next question arises “Do I have to worship every Cock and be with every man that arrives before me in my life or at the Temple?” Let me be clear here as well. Not everyone has the same taste in men! We all have preferences! We are all attracted to different men for different reasons. You do not have to be attracted to every man that walks through the door. However, every man carries God – and that MUST be respected and recognized. There is a huge valley of difference between “hate” and “preference”. And as a man and also as the leader of this Temple, I recognize sexual preferences play a large role in our sexual lives! Respect, Love, and Kindness are the things that we must strive for as we meet together as a Brotherhood.

 

21 years ago (this weekend) I met a man. He was not the man I had dreamed about. He was not my ideal. He was not the man I fantasized about, nor did he even come close. We met at a sex party. We talked for a bit. We laughed for a bit – and I soon noticed my Cock was erect and ready for some attention. As I said, that was 21 years ago, and he still turns me on to this day! We are married now. He is now the man of my dreams – but he’s not my ideal man in the physical sense – but I wouldn’t trade him for ANYTHING in the world!!

 

I tell you that because I want you to open yourself up to anything Cock may have in store for you! Let Him lead you! Let Him be your inspiration! Don’t allow stereotypes and preference be your only guide. LET COCK BE YOUR GUIDE!  Let us love, respect, care, honor, unite and lead! Let us set the example in these bleak times! Let us show each other and the world that there is hope and that men can have a bond that shall not be broken!!! WE ARE THOSE MEN AND COCK IS OUR GOD!!!